ARD ADZ & SHALLOW - PAIN

[sho shallow]
Look what you know about life living mad
Mum two job living life likes she's dad
Mater of fact making life for her mad
Feds on me cos I'm known by a gang
But I'm a lot smarter I know that I'm black
Proberbly think that I'm holding my strap
Deamon voices got a hold of me ak
But I'm a keep praying to get the old me back 
Shits changed I've seen friends turn to rats
Friends turn to enemys leave it as that
I ride on my own I aint need a gang
Cos wat I plan to do u aint feeling it and
I don't want to be the course for leading a man
Jump out on site and beat at ur nan
The hoods f**ked up someones bleeding again
His mum never knew that he be on the ends
With an older lot that he sees as his friend
But they just use him to keep the t on the ends
See life more then this beef on the ends
I'm tryna fly out never see me again
Tryna get rich from the hood to a holiday
Cos I was blowing now we aint tryna see better days
Like pass me the mask for the getaway
Gotta get away for my mums sake
Wrong place can leave ur mum cold in a hot place
And I aint tryna beef youts at an old age
Tryna make peace but I'm ok
I can handle my beef in my of way
I got ride of fake friends round me
There the same friends that talk bare shit bout me
Its about time we got heard for our music
I keep telling adz we got talent let's do this
Lifes wat u make it
Any chance to get more I'm a take it
So put and stop hating
I do for my fam the hood and a pay slip
I do it for the fans I get use to the hatred
In this world that I'm living in
Its hard to stay strong wen ur dons not living
All ur dons in the prison
Just cos we never had a lot that was given
And I'm stuck in the system
 
[ard adz]
I'm out here mad parrow
A boy told me I'm wanted jack sparrow
Got beef and I still back shallow
Trust who I aint trusting a dam shadow
U think I live calm cos my chain hang
You aint felt a present of my pain fam 
You've never been snaked by ur main man 
Its a shame fam Nothing off a grand
We used to bark off the same mash
Rick ross get brain off the same yat
Flip dark and go half on the straight cash
Pissed off and I don't want the snake back
I used to be the yot in the arcade 
Now I trap I'm the yot with the class a
I stack loot for my yot and my marge
Now I bun zots I buss thought the hard days
While u passed the exam wid flying colours
I had to go kings check on my dying brother
Had to bunk skl tend on my crying mother
Mad beef duck shots from the nine blucker
If my dag handled the move I was taking part
Soon to eat dog I aint made to starve
They judge me tell me how I live haram
If I got hell dog I still make slar
Look I got dons that want to do dirt
I got dons that sinned and want a new birth
On my part of the gazer they shoot first
And my bars give u pain cos the truth hurts